Saturday, March 31, 2007
或许你没看出来, 周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开
喜欢你偶而作怪, 不经意留露的坏, 其实体贴实在, 孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱, 仿佛一片空白
直到遇见你我才真的存在
我只想做你的公主, 拥有那平凡的幸福, 华丽的珍珠
不如眼底的专注, 对我深深呵护
我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐, 当你抱着我, 地球也暂停脚步
我刹那间清楚, 你是我的幸福
沉潜太久的孤独, 这一刻获得救赎
我忽然好想哭, 感激你这一路
陪我笑, 陪着我辛苦
无悔的付出
Just gotten my calendar plan for
Apr...
1) Carry on all weekly training and meeting for 5th batch of Facilitators
2) Finalise all unfinalise plan for Youth Exchange 2007 and tEaM iNdIaNA 2007...
3) Most importantly, to meet all my myammar friends to celebrate their new year
4) Lions Convention
5) Host the Thai youth embassador
i just want to be your princess.....
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I made him angry. I made him upset. I made him disappointed.
I dont meant to do all these. I will take extra care in days to come.
Pls forgive me, my beloved Goa.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Sad.Sad.Sad.
All sports ceased till further notice. Meeting, dinner, fun will carry on only in presence with Goa... He meant it!
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Ex. blading was held last night.. With 2 X Goa, Terence, Terry, Jamie, Sharen, NIck and me. Its faciliators Nite full of fun.. We started off from my house.. Geylang BAhru... all the way to fort road.... to costa sand and our last stop at bedok for breakfast. Fun FUn FUN... Through out the whole journey, we chat, laughed, discuss every single problem that we are facing... My dear Nick laughed till he fell into drain... hahaha.. your turn liaoz... Laugh somemore, and you will fall again.. Haha LOLz. And I didnt fell... haha. Coz 2 X goA held on to me. And terence in front.Terry behind.. With all round care.. OF course I didnt fall.... LOLz
Enjoy every moment with you guys. Although we soon spilt into groups again and lead our own group soon, but i believe this friendship will go on till we grow old. Thank for all the support you guys have given me. As an overall facilitator, I am proud to have all of you. Lets move on, fight through and make our team Indiana expedition and Youth exchange 2007 a success.
Today swimming training cancelled. Coz coach got lesson at PA.. Heng lehz... Can eat snake liaoz... LOLz.
YEsterday evening, quarreled with hubby. Due to some disagreement. Haiz. Well, if I think that there is nothing I can do, should I give a try? And you know that my priority always goes to the disabled and the elderly. Kids are always at the end of my list.. Y are you forcing me to do something that is in my least concern list. Just dont understanding. TEsting my patient? Trying your luck? Ask yourself then.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
20 maRReceived "his" call in the morning. Apologise to him on the harsh words I used yesterday. Although he simply say, "its okay" but I knew he was disappointed.
To you.
I may be the your dearest. I may be the one you love. This dearest and love would not bloom at all. You should know why. I dont want to give you false hope. Coz I am sure it's impossible. However, if you need someone when you are down, and if you want to share your joy, I am most der happy to be there for you.
Attended zone meeting today. A "normal" one, I supposed. MOre to attend in year to come.....
When the night gets darker, my stomach gets more hungry... So went MOS for some finger food before I end of day... Saw Christine there and chatted like an hour till lightning striked... It was like 4 years I last met her.. Getting pretty.. (=
Just before I KO, phone rang again. But gave it a miss as didnt want to talk to "him"... Call my goa as missing him too much. SInce sch reopened, he's been busy.. Teachers always say they are busy, dont understand why...LOLz.... Finally got this chance to talk... 5mins that he could spare... Conversation ended with,"if you met someone that comes and go, you are lucky. But if you met someone that comes and stay, you are not unlucky. Just that you need more time to ask him to take his leave."
I hope that he is what goa had mentioned and not otherwise. So pls, if you see this, you should know what i meant. Anyway I knew you had been here as you left your footprints behind.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
19 mARI went for YLOSS in the night. A fruitful, joyful session I had. It was like 6mths since we last met. The objective for this session was to present our recent projects in SEA to our peers before the official one to youth council. The rest of the teams did such a fantastic job... Build so many latrines... Helping and socialise with the villagers... All the faciliators did so much for their team, and mE..... busy too.. eating snake..LOLz.
The session lasted for 3hours followed by fellowship dinner. All ended well at 2330hrs. I also shared my "wonderous" pictures taken during my 6weeks overseas deployment... MEantime of sharing, as using my darling flickr, I saw his girlfriend left a tag in his blog. Finally, I supposed. Something that he waited for long, I supposed. Hope both are well. Dar, I will pray for you regardless how busy am I. By the way, my YLOs commented on the wonderful pictures you had took. Maybe we soon able to recruit you to be our photographer? LOLz. May we?
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Here we come to the end of the week... It's sunday..
With all bruises and injuries yesterday, today i suffered from sunburnt.. and I didnt make it through for my 200IM training this morning. Sad. When i did my 1st 50 butterfly, I already injured.. BUt still Ricky wanted me to struggle through. So now... need rest more liaoz..
Afternoon, had my club meeting... that dragged for 3.5hrs... damn long, damn slow... cannot blame them also lar... coz they are ah bei and ah ma... haha... Got my office bearers ready for new year... hEE HEE.. thx all lions.. We shall work towards the new year....
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Juz got back from faMiLy dinNer... Photos....
dEarest and Me, all reaDy for diNNer
A week had passed. And so much things had happened.. Well not to mention the details as some are highly classified. But thinking over things, there are stuffs that happened due to inconsiderate act, expecting the unexpected once again and lastly lots and lots of miscommunication. All these are kinda in my reflection list. Today is such a great day...
MOrning went for swim. And I saw.... RICKY, my swimming coach. But he just turned away when he saw me. Haiz. But later he came to clarify coz he is on duty so.... Haiz. Again he corrected my stroke again and again. COz its A LONG LONG time ever since I swam due to my back injury. And the most happening thingy was that he challenged me 800m short-coourse sprint. Initially I was like rejected his challenge. BUt later i left with no choice and didnt want to disappoint him. FYI, he is my coach for 17 years... Later morning bout 0930hrs, i went to blade at east coast. Damn funny lorz. coz too crowd, then i keep walk with blader instead of blading.. hence kept falling down. Best is I thought I expert liaoz, then didnt bring along my knee guard.. Haiz... Now everywhere injured.....
Then afternoon went for my Indiana team meeting. Damn shiok lorz, only an hour and half meeting chaired by Terence. Bro, looked like you had mastered Terry skills horz... Hee hee. Well done, our progress seems so efficient.. Congrats to the team once again. Know I am a lousy facilitator.. Ha ha, that proves that without me, you guys are fantastic. HENCE PLS STOP CALLING ME FOR ADVISE HORZ.... (=
Looking at time, now is 1747Hrs liaoz.. now getting ready for family diNNer, will be back with updates... Stay tune..
Oh ya, would like to thank Henry for fetching me back home last night... Indirectly thx my goa goa for informing him.....
Friday, March 9, 2007
Oh yeah... Already 9Mar... And 1 more day to my club great event - 12th Silver Hair Citizen NIte.
My pleasure to invite anyone who interested to help elders around to this nite of hundreds and share the joy of the silver through dancing and a sumptuous dinner.
Call me for the date then.
(=
Thursday, March 8, 2007
After all the falls and injuries, I had left with no choice but learnt to stand and start all over again. Perhaps the strategy to use is to contra what had happened. But what greatly affected was the confidence of teammates and myself. Perhaps just like what "someone" had mentioned, we all need a break.
Another 2 days, I will reach Singapore. Something that I am not looking forward to. But again hiding and running away from facts doesnt solve the problem at all. HEnce I plead for courage to face everything in Singapore.
Those that miss me, I am finally back.
Those that love me, I am back.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
I fell once, twice, thrice. Enough for me. Really enough. Looking forward for a long break this june. Hopefully that fall can heal in due time. Perhaps this time I really fell very badly. Didnt expect this to happen. All preventive measures closely monitored yet expecting the expected. Sad to say that we had come so far. And still have to carry on.
Anyway, I had reached Kota Kinabalu 4 days ago. Today, will be my last day. After which will be heading home. Estimated date of arrival remains on 10Mar. Here, other than shopping and eating seafood perhaps there is nothing much here.
3 places i went within these 6 weeks of deployment... First in Vizag, then to Meulaboh, lastly at Kota Kinabalu. I shared different thoughts. Thoughts in believe and faith, culture difference and ppl on the street. All just rush through in and out my mind.
Was just scrolling thru my msn contact 4 mins ago... And i found this, 'DARE TO FALL AND LAUGH = COURAGEOUS' written and quote from JOEY. Well, just words of reminder to myself.
Luv by me always,
Jaz, Happiee
