20 maR

Received "his" call in the morning. Apologise to him on the harsh words I used yesterday. Although he simply say, "its okay" but I knew he was disappointed.

To you.
I may be the your dearest. I may be the one you love. This dearest and love would not bloom at all. You should know why. I dont want to give you false hope. Coz I am sure it's impossible. However, if you need someone when you are down, and if you want to share your joy, I am most der happy to be there for you.

Attended zone meeting today. A "normal" one, I supposed. MOre to attend in year to come.....

When the night gets darker, my stomach gets more hungry... So went MOS for some finger food before I end of day... Saw Christine there and chatted like an hour till lightning striked... It was like 4 years I last met her.. Getting pretty.. (=

Just before I KO, phone rang again. But gave it a miss as didnt want to talk to "him"... Call my goa as missing him too much. SInce sch reopened, he's been busy.. Teachers always say they are busy, dont understand why...LOLz.... Finally got this chance to talk... 5mins that he could spare... Conversation ended with,"if you met someone that comes and go, you are lucky. But if you met someone that comes and stay, you are not unlucky. Just that you need more time to ask him to take his leave."

I hope that he is what goa had mentioned and not otherwise. So pls, if you see this, you should know what i meant. Anyway I knew you had been here as you left your footprints behind.